If you think good and evil,
You become a person of good and evil.
I recently chanced upon a book sale and was able to purchase a book of Zen koans and a book of Haiku poetry for a fair price. I had read about Zen in the past, but I had not read actual works by Zen masters.
I have completed reading Zen Inspirations: Essential Meditations and Text, by Dr. Miram Levering for the first time. It includes the complete text of The Gateless Gate a thirteenth century collection of koans, commentary and poetry by Ekai, known as Mumon. The book also includes The Ten Ox-herding Pictures accompanied by ten poems by the twelfth century Chinese monk K’uo-an Shih-yuan It is definitely not something you read only once. I enjoyed the Zen masters’ admonitions to read the koan and permit yourself to solve it quickly and without hesitation to discover the enlightenment that comes from honesty. As I read the koans, I let myself be honest about my inner response and the wisdom of the Zen masters became increasingly amusing. I think I came to be enlightened many times by their frank honesty about the human condition, the Buddha and the Tao. I think one admonition by Zen master Mumon, that if you encounter someone filled with the Tao, strike him in the face with all the strength you have, sums up what I have learned.
The Zen koans and Taoism I find agree with the philosophy of science, the philosophy of Karl Popper, skepticism, the evolutionary biology of Charles Darwin, the physics of Werner Heisenberg and the mathematics of Kurt Goedel seamlessly. Uncertainty remains the only certainty.
There is origin without origin, direction without direction, destination without destination. Any sense of order is localized and transient. That is the Tao Te and not the Tao Te, and that is what the adherents to Zen struggle with daily.
I don’t claim understanding or overstanding of this paradox.